b4 work

WElp, I woke up not to long ago. I finally went out lastnight and hung out with my "old crew". Can't say I expected much more....nothing has changed. Nothing at all. They get high and play a fighting game over and over again. Sure we talked n' shit but....I just can't stand them anymore. I mean, they will always be my friends I guess....but it looks like I'm truly gunna hafta leave them in the past. I thought about all this while I was drinking behind Tony n' TJ while they played Guilty Gear XX for atleast 4 hours. Or more. It was on when I arrived, and was on when I left. I kept icthing to call Brenna but Kenny too was not interested in the game so he stayed on is computer the whole time. So I was upset cause I promised her I would...an I told them that but I got no response. Fuck them. They ain't going anywhere with there lives. I WON'T be like them. I WON'T. Unless they get the fuck outta that house and ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING, they won't be seeing my face for a while. It makes me fustrated thinkin about it. But I have already moved on...its just now this is prooof positive that these people I've know since high school....r doing the same fucking thing they've always done...and I'm tired of it. I woulda left earlier but I did not feel like riding my bike through Western Hills at 2am. So I waited till Tony decided to leave so I could get a ride. I got home and passed out. Brenna, I'm sorry. I will make it up to u tommorow when I see u. I'm still hopin that u may pay me a visit today at work but I am kinda doubtin it. Well, thats all for now.