Love VS Temptation.....Love prevails

Odd title, right? Well first let me start out with how my day went and then ill get into the reason for that. First off, the day was nice and slow paced....then BAM! parties fuckin galore. Walk ins which are always unexpected and 2 booked parties. Fuckin sucked donkey balls. However, Ed, Oscar and Derick were workin so we always find a way to make the day fun. Me n' Ed BSed about shit and how we were SUPPOSED to drink tonight but I guess the tables turn.....his turn to sell me out. lol. I want my 5 bucks back hoe! anywayz, he left then it was just me Oscar n Derick. Then Tracy came along...(why would anyone go to there job to kill time??) so we all had our laughs. Oscar was on the phone with Tracy playin the scream dude and freakin the shit outta her. It was like watchin the fuckin movie, it was funny. The highlight of my day was watchin her step on a bucket and fall backwards against the front counter. THAT WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY! She was all like freakin out. But we all found time to bullshit for a good while and get paid for it none the less. I made myself a whole pizza pie, just for me, when sumone came by to ask for a slice i'd cough all over it and hiss at them. But anywayz, after dealin with a shitload of asshole customers when we were finally gettin ready to close an old friend stopped by...the girl that I rolled with for my first time. The girl that I used to be pretty tight with and she brought her friend over whom I also knew through her. Her name is Stephanie....no, not the EVIL EVIL bitch that played me but the Steph that I used to have a real crush on. The night we rolled(which was loooooong ago)we had alil fling that only lasted as long as the drug did. Now only those who have rolled would understand that after u roll with someone there is sum sort of bond between u n' the other. Which was really not the case since she kinda upset me by comin to visit me after the longest time stoned outta her fuckin skull. I mean, last time me n' her talked she was tryin to be a cop and now shes a body peircing druggie. This disappointed me. Why are all my friends from the past fucking there lives up? STOP GUYS! jesus. But anywayz, when i called my love Brenna she was next to me and she got jelouse when she heard me say "I love u". So she decides to be STUPID and hang all over me. Now don't get me wrong....this Steph is pretty attractive but she is no Brenna, thats for damn sure. When I felt she was gettin out of hand I politly asked her to back off. So I ignored her and dealt with as many customers as I could to distract me so then she finally got pissed and wrote her number on a peice of paper ran up to me and said "call me so we can hang out again". I said, sorry hun, to late, I'm spoken for and very happy where I'm at. She seemed to ignore me and left after that. As soon as she left after waiting a while outside for me to close. I ripped up the number. And threw it in the trash. Just not even a few seconds of thinking about Brenna, Steph was just a thing of the past. I won't lie, she was tempting me, but I know that I am truly in love and Steph...just like the other...is NOTHING to me. So sorry Stephs, but lay off. Anyone named Stephanie should be thrown in the dump. And to ANYONE who thinks they can EVER come between me and Brenna, FUCK OFF. Cause it aint happenin. Now this, to my love Brenna. After this experience it shows me even more how much i care about u. I love u so much Brenna...I can't wait to see u again. The real reason that im takin off saterday is not to spend time with my grandma b4 she goes back to NY but so I can see u again. I can't even put into words how u make me feel. Tho I have tried many a time and get the usual..."awwww" from u. hehe. But I just hope u realize how much u have changed me....I don't feel like the helpless, depressed scared little Eli anymore. And I owe that to u. And I'll keep making it up to u as long as u'll allow me to. I hate that we couldnt talk long today....my day doesnt feel complete. But I know I'll be talking to u soon, so untill then my sweet. I miss u. See u saterday and talk to u tommorow after the bitch manager leaves and hopefully it wont be such a busy day again. Goodnight.