work is work

Ok, nothin special today. I'd call today a regular day at kablows. I'm really tired cause I worked 2 shifts...(thx Alyssa.....j/k) Me n' Oscar talked about a bunch of shit like we always do and he offered to be my shaperon (SP?) if i ever needed one to take my Brenna out sumwhere. I found myself workin my ass off like crazy today so I could get out semi early and call my girl b4 she fell asleep. But of course we ended up gettin out at midnight...seems like theres no helpin that. But atleast my buddy Oscar gave me sum good ideas for a romntic date for my Bren...not that I needed advice! :) I have plans for u my sweet...muhahahahaha! i miss u so much....i know i saw u like 4 days ago but it feels like weeks. Ima do my best to pay u that visit just so i can feel your lips again.............woah, sorry, sunk into deep thought there. O and, an inside joke for my bren...."german soilder at attention". Don't ask....and i wont tell.

ummmmmm

I dunno y im even writin shit i guess im bored. I got 2 freidns over chillin. David n' James. I'm on break b4 I get to go back to hell. So i figure y the fuck not. Hmmmm, what to say. "I don't practice voodoo on people, I just wish badluck on them"James"Duuuuuuuuuuuuh, i duuno....i cant talk, duuuuh"David"Willin to stick out my neck for respect if it meant life or death, never live to regret what i said"Eminem(um yeah, Eminems over too....riiiiiiiiiight)Ok, I gotta catch the fuckin bus and get back to hell, y? cause I get paid to work in hell for satan himself. Thats right. Ok....yeah. Don't do drugs. I don't do drugs, there bad for your body! up with hope down with dope!

KABLOWS

Well, now we not only have 1 sick skate guard but NOW we have 2. And who gets bent over to get fucked over??? Why me of course, the Kabooms bitch. (this ones for Brenna) *shakes fist angerly at Alyssa and Kayla* damn u both for goin sick on me! Now I gotta not only work everyday....yes thats right...everyday..including saterday, (Ima hafta call u Bren, we will still see each other...just not the original plan) so not only that, but now i gotta work a MOTHER FUCKING DOUBLE!! Eli hates doubles.....alot. 11-close. FUCK FUCK FUCK MOTHER MOTHER FUCK FUCK, smokin weed smokin weed, drinkin beers beers beers, rollin fatties smokin blunts, u smoke sum blunts? we smoke sum blunts!....."let me get a dime bag". 15 bucks little man, put that shit in my hand, and if that money doesnt show then u owe me owe me owe. My jungle love, O e O e O. Sorry, doubles make me disturebed.

o yeah, this was funny...

I convinced my manager that I as on exstasy at work today. LOL. She freaked but i eventually told her april fools. Had to add that.

Love VS Temptation.....Love prevails

Odd title, right? Well first let me start out with how my day went and then ill get into the reason for that. First off, the day was nice and slow paced....then BAM! parties fuckin galore. Walk ins which are always unexpected and 2 booked parties. Fuckin sucked donkey balls. However, Ed, Oscar and Derick were workin so we always find a way to make the day fun. Me n' Ed BSed about shit and how we were SUPPOSED to drink tonight but I guess the tables turn.....his turn to sell me out. lol. I want my 5 bucks back hoe! anywayz, he left then it was just me Oscar n Derick. Then Tracy came along...(why would anyone go to there job to kill time??) so we all had our laughs. Oscar was on the phone with Tracy playin the scream dude and freakin the shit outta her. It was like watchin the fuckin movie, it was funny. The highlight of my day was watchin her step on a bucket and fall backwards against the front counter. THAT WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY! She was all like freakin out. But we all found time to bullshit for a good while and get paid for it none the less. I made myself a whole pizza pie, just for me, when sumone came by to ask for a slice i'd cough all over it and hiss at them. But anywayz, after dealin with a shitload of asshole customers when we were finally gettin ready to close an old friend stopped by...the girl that I rolled with for my first time. The girl that I used to be pretty tight with and she brought her friend over whom I also knew through her. Her name is Stephanie....no, not the EVIL EVIL bitch that played me but the Steph that I used to have a real crush on. The night we rolled(which was loooooong ago)we had alil fling that only lasted as long as the drug did. Now only those who have rolled would understand that after u roll with someone there is sum sort of bond between u n' the other. Which was really not the case since she kinda upset me by comin to visit me after the longest time stoned outta her fuckin skull. I mean, last time me n' her talked she was tryin to be a cop and now shes a body peircing druggie. This disappointed me. Why are all my friends from the past fucking there lives up? STOP GUYS! jesus. But anywayz, when i called my love Brenna she was next to me and she got jelouse when she heard me say "I love u". So she decides to be STUPID and hang all over me. Now don't get me wrong....this Steph is pretty attractive but she is no Brenna, thats for damn sure. When I felt she was gettin out of hand I politly asked her to back off. So I ignored her and dealt with as many customers as I could to distract me so then she finally got pissed and wrote her number on a peice of paper ran up to me and said "call me so we can hang out again". I said, sorry hun, to late, I'm spoken for and very happy where I'm at. She seemed to ignore me and left after that. As soon as she left after waiting a while outside for me to close. I ripped up the number. And threw it in the trash. Just not even a few seconds of thinking about Brenna, Steph was just a thing of the past. I won't lie, she was tempting me, but I know that I am truly in love and Steph...just like the other...is NOTHING to me. So sorry Stephs, but lay off. Anyone named Stephanie should be thrown in the dump. And to ANYONE who thinks they can EVER come between me and Brenna, FUCK OFF. Cause it aint happenin. Now this, to my love Brenna. After this experience it shows me even more how much i care about u. I love u so much Brenna...I can't wait to see u again. The real reason that im takin off saterday is not to spend time with my grandma b4 she goes back to NY but so I can see u again. I can't even put into words how u make me feel. Tho I have tried many a time and get the usual..."awwww" from u. hehe. But I just hope u realize how much u have changed me....I don't feel like the helpless, depressed scared little Eli anymore. And I owe that to u. And I'll keep making it up to u as long as u'll allow me to. I hate that we couldnt talk long today....my day doesnt feel complete. But I know I'll be talking to u soon, so untill then my sweet. I miss u. See u saterday and talk to u tommorow after the bitch manager leaves and hopefully it wont be such a busy day again. Goodnight.

just woke up not to long ago....and look at the time. Sad.

Another day of me wakin up at a insanly late hour. I woke up earlier but felt stuck to my bed per usual. I gotta catch the bus at 10 to 4 so i'll be 10 mins give or take late. Or I could catch the 10 to 3 and be an hour early.....screw that. So here I am b4 another day at Kablows. Since its a regular school day we aint gunna get much bussiness. I wonder who i'll be workin with today. I'm prolly just gunna end up watchin the war with my manager and BSin and slackin off as much as possiable. Only way to work :) I'll call my Bren at work when the bitch manager leave. Wow, gettin paid to talk to my love....now thats good livin.

wasssssssssup, another day at work....a good one

Ok, today was SUPRISINGLY a really sweet day. I mean, even tho i had to wake up early as fuck I actually enjoyed work. Odd seeing as there was 4 fuckin camps and maybe atleast over 200 sum odd kids on the damn ring. So I played skate nazi and yelled at a bunch o' peeps. But the real reason I enjoyed work is cause of my friends who were there. We all bullshited and I found myself bein the "mediator" for 2 of my friends....Kev n' Alyssa...that was amusing. And then me n' Stacy talked....I used to think she was a decent person and refused to belive the rumors about her but then her actions sickened me. I gave her a big attitude today cause she was tryin to talk to me and ever since alil incident that occured between her and 2 of my friends I havent been speakin to her and would just give her dirty looks whenever she'd look at me. Basically she completly lied to them and fucked around while havin a boyfriend who really cares about her...AND THEN brings her boyfriend to kick my boy Oscars ass for shit that wasnt even his fuckin fault. When she was talkin to me...I was gettin so mad with her that i YELLED "FUCKIN" really loud at her near the managers office, then he came out with a smile and talked to me and said be alil more careful (whew) Then after a convo of mostly me puttin her down cause I had no respect what so ever for her. But then she tried talkin to me, cause i'll admit...i was pretty harsh so i gave her a chance. I made it clear that I didnt like her and pointed out every reason y I didnt like her. I guess I hit a nerve cause I spoke nothing but the truth. Eventually, she apologized and gave me a hug. Then I said that I feel bad for her that she lets herself be used by people just so they can get there rox off....I know it gets to her....but y hang with people that dont respect u? and she was like "i know" and so on and so forth. She thanked me and left. I hope she realizes shes not just fuckin object. Derick and Oscar gave me props for speakin up about the situation and standin up for Oscar and myself. But i didnt do it for them...i did it for me, and for her cause she needs to realize how fucked up sum of the things she does are. But, I'm not one to meddle much. Lol, Kabooms is like one giant mother fuckin soap opera. We could make millions. Never a dull moment.....especially on the busy days when the whole crew is there. Thx all for makin my day so cool. Mostly to Oscar, Kevin and Alyssa ( u 2 r funny) and Kevin....tone it down a notch bud. Heh. I know yer stressed but that dont mean to take it out on Alyssa. So here I am, finally home...must call my love Brenna so my day will be complete. Then on to hangin with big Ed from work n throw back a few....(sorry Bren...its been a while) Thats all 4 now. LaterZ.