ELI, STOP BEING A JACKASS!

I shouldnt be pissed over an old close friend of hers. I know how it is to be in and out of touch but still have the friendship there. And if it survives over time then its worth keeping. I dont own u brenna so u have the freedom to do as u please. Even if i get dumb about it. I'm sorry. Thanks to all that are able to put up with me. You all deserve a reward. But all you get is my graditude....thank you all. And Brenna...I love you and that won't change.

Yer damn fuckin right im fuckin jealous! thats just me

I'm the jealouse type without a doubt. I am extremly protective as well. The 2 go hand and hand, don't they? I get angry when my girlfriend chooses to talk to some other guy instead of me. Is that wrong of me? Ok, maybe the first time I can deal. But twice in one day, and for the same dude? nope, sorry...that makes me mad. I can't stop what angers me, all i can do is tone it down. Do I trust Brenna? Without a doubt. So why get so angry you ask? Cause I can't fucking help it. After being cheated on by 2 girls I cared about at the time it kinda grows on you, u know? Am I saying I think ima get played again? no. But can I help the jelousy that has become apart of me? no to that too. Am I in the wrong if i can't help it? maybe...sorry for being me.

Its allllllllllll gravy

I got off the phone with Bren Bren not to long ago. I just gotta tone down the thinking so much. We had a very good conversation. Then it got..........to good (lol)She was tryin to turn me on (and doing a very good job at it might i had) and I kept tellin her to stop but when that girl gets in one of her moods....whew, watch it. Then of course my granny walked in while Brenna was playin naughty. THANK GOD i was on my stomach, lol. And thank god i didnt give in to her evvvvvvvvvvvvvvvil. Then I had to get off the phone eventually. Me and my grandma had a real good conversation too which was suprising cause we dont really talk much. Well, atleast I don't. Now I'm about to do my schoolin but i decided to call Brenna first. Shes getting some well deserved rest right now. Welp, thats all....lataZ